Personal Response to ” A Christmas Carol” by Charles Dickens

The Christmas carol by Charles Dickens was a pretty good book. I read it once before and thought of it as boring but now I find it pretty interesting. It kind of shows you that money isn’t everything in life and it shouldn’t be valued more than a human life. It also shows that we should always care for others and especially the ones who struggle in life and are having a hard time. It Also kind of shows you that money isn’t everything in life and it shouldn’t be valued more than a human life. It shows you that you need to overcome selfishness and that it’s never too late to change your ways and redeem yourself for the stuff you have done in the past. Something  which scrooge said in the early part of the book is when he said that the poor should go to prisons or workhouses. It made me feel sad because of how cold and rude he is toward human suffering (p. 14). It also reminded me of how some people today talk about homelessness or poverty as if it is a choice. Another moment is when the ghost of Christmas yet to come shows that tiny Tim will die if scrooge didn’t change his way tiny Tim could’ve died and  Knowing that Tiny Tim could have been saved made this scene even more sad, but I’m happy he ended up alive in the end. The future scenes made me think about regretting how sad it would be to realize too late that you wasted your life pushing people away. Overall, A “Christmas Carol” by Charles Dickens made me think about empathy, regret, and the importance of caring for others before it was too late. It helped me think more carefully on how i should treat people from now on.

 

 

PW #6

(Own prompt), “If you could pause your life at this exact moment and look five years into the future, what would you hope to see—and what would you be afraid to see?” If I could oversee 5 years into my future, I would start with what I hope for. Knowing that in 5 years, I’ll be 19, I would hope that I have saved up and now own a sick car. It doesn’t have to be anything special, but giving that I would probably get my driving license at 16 (in 2 years), and have been driving one of my parents’ cars for 3 years, I would probably have enough saved up from allowances and such, that I can finally get a cool car. My idea of a cool car that isn’t anything too crazy, but trustworthy is a first-generation Toyota 86 sports car, preferably black. I would also hope to still be in contact with most of my friends that have left Brookes, and the ones that are present at Brookes now, of course in 5 years all my friends would be gone to a university of their choice, like me, but it would be nice to not be completely cut off from them. As my last, but not least hope for the future is to have a cat. My family has been talking about getting a gray male kitten for a little bit, but with hesitation because of my dog who might mistake it for a bunny or bird, not knowing the difference between friend and food. We will also have to get used to the pet going to the bathroom inside the house, and scratching our furniture. I also like dogs better for their companionship and guard, scaring off solicitors and animals that come to our porch, I’ve always thought cats are cuter. And though, it’s not guaranteed, the thought is in the air, so I do hope for the best. Now, the first thing I’d be afraid of looking into the next 5 years, is losing a family member. I don’t mean my family like my Mom, Dad, uncles and aunts, but rather the older people in my family, like my grandpa and grandma. My grandpa is 96, but he also used to be a pro swimmer, and one of the best wrestlers in Iran, so unhealthy is the last thing he is. My Dad’s grandpa also lived to 108, and though i know it is inevitable, I am afraid, but hopeful if my grandparents make it to the triple digits. Another thing I am afraid of is where I’ll live in the future, maybe one of my parents will find a job opportunity somewhere outside of British Columbia, and I’ll have to say my goodbyes to all the people I know in Victoria, and while I am open-minded, and love exploring, the drastic change might take some time to adjust. The last thing I’m afraid of the most is the increasing, impending strength of Artificial Intelligence. Looking in the past, seeing what A.I. was capable of doing then is in no comparison to what it can do now; the images it can create, the devices, assistants, etc. And with 2030 only being 4 years away, who knows what jobs will still be available, which CEOs will be replaced, not knowing whether a video is real or fake, and most scary of them all is the fact that hand-made work will almost be pointless, since a robot can do it faster and better than it’s creator.

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While I was reading A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens, it made me think about the two types of people in the book, and in real life; the poor and the rich. I also felt like Dickens’ writing implied that most rich people are ignorant, greedy, and unsympathetic towards the lower classes. But gradually, Scrooge’s character develops as he is reminded of his past through the Spirits, realizing how he wasn’t always a bad apple from the start, it’s just from the way he was brought up. Then, when Scrooge finally sees the light within himself, and cherishes life, it makes me think Dickens is sending a message about old, grumpy, rich people and how not all of them are rotten to the core. I also compared and contrasted the two classes; the less fortunate classes are grateful for just about anything, taking every breadcrumb and warm shelter as a blessing from God, and celebrating Christmas with a smile ear-to-ear, regardless of their situation. On the other hand, the more fortunate classes don’t have believe the lower classes have the right to have a ‘Merry’ Christmas, because it’s not what it means to them. The more fortunate classes also don’t have time to help the lower classes, because they don’t want to stoop to that level, devaluing their time, even when they are asked to donate a couple of dollars to struggling miners. The feelings that I get from this is split into two categories: negative and positive. I get negative feelings about the book mostly in the first half, when we see Scrooge’s character development, his true colours, rejecting family dinners, arguing with his nephew, rudely rejecting charitable donations, etc. Matters such as these make me feel pity for the people around him, and anger for Scrooge himself. But I also feel intrigued to see how Scrooge changes. I get positive feelings in the second half, when the Spirits make Scrooge consider his behaviour, and when the two social problems show up, teaching Scrooge a real lesson. From this, I feel relief and satisfaction, but also hope, not only for the people around Scrooge, but for Scrooge too. In my opinion, the book had a very happy ending, with Scrooge being shown the unloved grave of someone, presented a bad ending for that person which gives Scrooge a different perspective of life. The moral of the story being that you should treat people the way you want to be treated.

PW #6: The Social Struggle with School

From a young age, children are pushed to learn a lot of new things, from math to art. Though, school in Canada doesn’t really cater to the needs, learning differences, and interests of kids. On the other hand, in other parts of the world such as France, kids are forced to specialize in grade 9 and can’t change their course trajectory for the rest of their life, leading to adults with jobs they don’t like or want wishing they could change things up, and college students unable to get into certain schools if they didn’t choose the right courses.

School also takes a long time to get through. Although, the way school is structured is really not as effective as it could be. If kids spent the first 6 years of their school lives rotating classes by month or every two months instead of hour, base classes (science, math, literature, history, arts) could be completed with full instruction within the first 5 months of school, meaning base school would be finished by mid-February and would let kids achieve grade 9/10 level knowledge by around age 11. This leaves around three months for kids to freely explore their interests, whether that be arts, language, something physical, or something to do with academics, paving the way for kids to have a much better idea of what they want to do by the time college and university rolls around. All of this would also allow kids to have much longer or simply more breaks throughout the day, giving them the stimulation they need at a young age.

Then, after grade 7, more complicated classes could be available. Fitness classes, sciences such as psychology, chemistry, theory of knowledge, biology, etc. Advanced mathematics, humanities, trades, technology, language classes, the possibilities are endless, and makes more jobs for teachers and more opportunities for connection.

Pw #6 The Secret Garden

What if one day you decide to go exploring and you find a path that wasn’t on any map, hidden behind tall bushes and vines that wrap around each other. You get curious and so you slowly walk towards the path, and with each step you start to feel calm yet excited. The air feels cooler here, and familiar as if it’s been waiting just for you. At the end of the path there is an iron gate, it’s rusted but slightly open, and it seems like it’s urging you to come in.

You push the gate, and it creaks loudly before revealing a secret garden. Wildflowers bloom in every colour you can think of, their petals looking like it’s glowing in the sunlight. Butterflies and bees are flying around, and a small fountain in the middle. Everything feels peaceful like the garden has a mind of its own.

As you walk deeper inside, you notice strange details: roses that seem to move over to you, and leaves that seem to whisper as the wind brushes past, You feel calm, as if worries you didn’t even realize you were carrying are being lifted away. Sitting on a moss-covered bench, you start to realize this garden isn’t just hidden from the world, but it’s hidden from time.

Time passes but it’s impossible to know how much. When you finally stand to leave, the garden looks exactly the same, like it’s frozen in time; and maybe, it is. You step back through the gate, and the path behind you slowly disappears back into the bushes.

Later, you might try to tell someone about what you found, but you’ll find that you wouldn’t be able to find the right words to describe it.

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The novel A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens demonstrates how people can change if they reflect on their actions. I enjoyed this book because it teaches a vital lesson about kindness, generosity, and caring for others, especially during tough times. At the start of the story, Ebenezer Scrooge is portrayed as a cold and selfish man who only cares about money. He treats Bob Cratchit poorly and refuses to help those in need, which made me frustrated with him. However, as the spirits visit him, I began to understand how his past experiences shaped his behavior. For instance, seeing Scrooge as a lonely child with the Ghost of Christmas Past evoked sympathy for him, as it showed he was once innocent and hurt by abandonment. The Ghost of Christmas Present was particularly impactful for me because it revealed how Scrooge’s actions affected others. Witnessing the Cratchit family’s love and happiness despite their poverty and learning about Tiny Tim’s illness made the story emotional and powerful. This part of the book reminded me that money is not the most important thing in life; family and compassion matter more. By the end of the novel, Scrooge’s transformation felt realistic and inspiring. His choice to change showed that it is never too late to become a better person. I appreciated how Dickens ended the story on a hopeful note, leaving me to think about how I treat others and how small acts of kindness can make a significant difference. Overall, A Christmas Carol is a meaningful story that teaches readers about empathy, generosity, and personal responsibility. I would recommend this book because its message remains relevant today and encourages people to reflect on their own choices.

PR to A Christmas Carol

In “A Christmas Carol” by Charles Dickens, the author teaches us the importance of Christmas cheer through a grumpy old man by the name of Ebenezer Scrooge. Personally, I think the author did a good job of conveying meaning through appearance and demeanor of the characters. It was very well written in my opinion, even if difficult to read at times due to the old-timey method of writing and the outdated terms for items and places such as “counting-house” (p 3), the confusing separate use of “treadmill” (p 7), and the saying “dead as a doornail” (p 1).

This story made me think about the true meaning of Christmas, as well as made me pay more attention to the intricate details of the characters. When I went back into the reading guide, I found little bits and explanations about hints at character. One specifically I found was “he answered to both names. It was all the same to him”, where the guide explained a little hint that perhaps if the two men, Scrooge and Marley, were so interchangeable even though Marley is dead, maybe Scrooge, even in life, or perhaps in the future, is also dead? This came around near the end of the book where Scrooge meets the third spirit, the Spirit of Christmas Yet to Come. The spirit showed Scrooge in his grim, simple actions, as well as its silence, that the future for Scrooge was already looking grim if it were to continue how it’s going, and that Scrooge would, indeed, be dead. A very deep background to the choice of words masterfully brought up later in the story. I really love when authors do this, because it makes me look harder at what I’m reading and really think about the possibilities. It makes me a better writer too, because it teaches me how to write like that in ways that an audience could overlook if they weren’t paying attention.

In summary, I enjoyed this book, even if I didn’t expect it. It felt slow at the beginning, but once the spirits came along, it became much more entertaining to read, and I’m glad to have actually read it. It made me think nearer to the end about deeper meanings and attention to detail.

PR to ACC (A Chrstmas Carol) by Charles Dickens

Reading ACC by Charles Dickens was not a particularly fun experience for me, mostly because the story was so predictable that I would never be surprised or taken aback. This is because over the years, there have been hundreds of adaptations of the book, ranging from animated children’s movies to modern retellings and parodies. Because of this, I already knew exactly what was going to happen, which was that Scrooge would be visited by three ghosts,  past, present, and future, feel guilty about his behaviour, and ultimately change into a kinder, more generous person. This predictability took a lot away from the experience. Instead of wondering what would happen next, I felt like I was just waiting for events I already expected to happen. Another reason I struggled to enjoy the novel was Dickens’s frequent breaking of the fourth wall through his narrator. The narrator often directly addresses the reader, explains things that don’t necessarily need explaining, or makes jokes and comments about the story itself. It all seemed very meta, and I found it distracting. It pulled me out of the story just as I was beginning to become immersed in it, making the novel feel less like a narrative and more like someone constantly reminding me that I was reading a book (similar to Our Town, but that book was meant to be written that way, so I gave it a pass). Because of these two factors, the extreme familiarity of the plot and the meta-narrator, I found it difficult to fully engage with A Christmas Carol. While I can appreciate its historical importance, moral questions it asks, and its influence on modern Christmas culture, I did not find it enjoyable on a personal level (after all, this is a Personal Response). For me, the story worked better in adaptations, like movies, than in its original written form, where its surprises were already spoiled, and its storytelling style felt dated.

PW#6 An Arcane Odyssey in a World of Magic

There is a game on Roblox that is an actual, well-made game, and it’s called “Arcane Odyssey”. This game is set on Earth during the 19th century, and people can use magic. People in this world can use magic because in this fantasy world, Greek gods are not mythology, but reality. As the story goes, Prometheus gave humans fire, and he was punished for it. The change in this timeline is that instead of him giving fire, he gave magic. After gaining magic, nations began to war for the most powerful magics (sea curses, lost magic, etc.), and the main powers rose to power. These powers were essentially held by two people, and these two people created the dark sea from a giant battle. They also flooded the earth, and now the earth is much more water than land. The Dark Sea is what makes up most of the ocean, and it is a magic-ridden sea where things are driven insane, monster loom, and powerful forces rule.

At the beginning of the game, you create your character and choose a magic (for a list of magic, click here (not that most people care enough for that): https://roblox-arcane-odyssey.fandom.com/wiki/Magics). For my character, I chose ice magic, letting me freeze foes and support others on the seas by freezing surfaces. From the beginning, you can put stat points into any four stats: Spirit, Magic, Strength, and Weapon. Putting points into these stats changes what awakening you will get later on. Spirit = Oracle, use your spirit to charge relics with energy; Magic = Mage, hone in on your magic to improve size and power, plus you get a second magic (I am a Mage); Strength = Berzerker, you become a master of fighting styles and you may have learned two; Weapons = Warrior, trained in every weapon, you take down foes with pricision and power. There are also hybrid classes, which I will not describe right now, but, to name them, they are Paladin (Spirit + Magic), Juggernaut (Spirit + Strength), Knight (Spirit + Weapons), Warlock (Magic + Strength), Conjurer (Magic + Weapons), and Warlord (Strength + Weapons). There is one final class called Savant, which is any combination of three or more stats.

PW #6- Chloe’s Luckiest Day Ever

Chloe once again jolted awake from her sleep, but this time it was from her alarm which read 7:30. Chloe remembered the day before, when everything went sideways and she had her unluckiest day ever. She had started that day by waking up late and missing the bus, maybe today was going to be different? Chloe took her time getting ready, just before the school bus pulled up outside her house, she remembered to grab her lunch, then she was off to school on the bus that she had missed the day before.

As she walked into math, her teacher slammed her quiz up-side down from yesterday onto her desk, she slowly turned it over to see… An A+! Chloe didn’t know how it was possible but she was having her luckiest day ever! To make her day even better, during History later in the day, her teacher had announced that they were just going to be watching a movie all class! Later, at lunch, Chloe pulled out her lunch, starving, as she opened it she saw that her mom had added her favourite snack as a surprise for Chloe.

Chloe had a great rest of her day, and it got even better as the final bell for the day rung, and Chloe walked outside to see her mom waiting for her. This was weird, she always took the bus back home after school. Her mom soon told her that they were going on vacation with their whole family just the next day. Wow, today really had been Chloe’s luckiest day!

 

personal response to A Christmas Carol

Reading A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens made me think about the importance of kindness, generosity, and personal change. At the beginning of the book, Ebenezer Scrooge is portrayed as a cold and selfish man who only cares about money. The author makes his attitude frustrating, shown especially in the way he treats Bob Cratchit and dismisses people who are struggling. However, this made his transformation later in the story much more powerful and meaningful.

By the end of the novel, Scrooge changes. His decision to help others and embrace the Christmas spirit showed that it is never too late to improve as a person. Dickens effectively uses Scrooge’s journey to teach readers about compassion and social responsibility. Overall, while the book wasn’t as interesting to me, it made me think about how my actions affect others and reminded me that generosity and empathy are especially important during the Christmas season, but also throughout the entire year.

PR- A Christmas Carol

I wouldn’t saw I didn’t enjoy A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens, but it isn’t a book that I loved. I have heard this story many times before reading this book so I knew what was going to happen, so it ruined that interest in the book for me. I do really like purpose and message of the story though, showing that a selfish heart like Scrooge’s can transform through empathy. It makes me think about how your actions can affect others, like how when the Spirit of Christmas Present showed Scrooge the Cratchit’s family home, and told him that Tiny Tim would die if Scrooge didn’t change. I feel like it’s important for me and others to remember this, about how you change yourself can help or affect others in different ways.

I also liked the originality of the story, like how the way the Scrooge changes is from three spirits visiting him showing him the truth behind things. I’ve never watched or read anything with a similar story with those characters. A Christmas Carol had a very interesting story with a clear message, that personal transformation is always possible, and I think that made the book better.

PR to A Christmas Carol

When I read A Christmas Carol the book made me feel a lot of different things, There are multiple aspects of the book that are responsible for this, In the beginning Scrooge is a Character that was obviously written to be disliked. and the writer did this so Scrooge could make a change at the end. Which is basically the whole plot of the book. At the start I did not like Scrooge, He was disrespectful, Miserly, and unsympathetic. But at the end Scrooge is a happy, cheerful, and nice old geezer how everyone wants to be around. This change is why I think A Christmas Carol is a good book. Scrooge didn’t just get a spell cast on him that made him nice. He changed because of the realisation that other people are not as fortunate as him but they are still happy during Christmas. Like Bob Crachit for example, Him and his family are very poor and have a sick son who might not make it much longer yet they still choose to be happy. Scrooge’s character development is probably one of my favourite parts of the book because if you look at the contrast between the Scrooge at the beginning to the Scrooge at the end its kind of crazy to see him acting that way. It was definitely a little surprising because I was just expecting him to stop being disrespectful not to have a full on celebrating. A Christmas Carol is a book that provoked many emotions within readers as myself, emotions of sadness, for Scrooge treating good people in a bad way, anger, for nobody stopping Scrooge from treating people that way, happiness, for Scrooge having a change of heart and treating people how they should be treated, shock, for seeing unexpected turns of events like Tiny Tim’s death,  content, for the book having a peaceful ending where everything works out. Overall A Christmas Carol is a book that provokes many emotions through readers, I enjoyed reading this book.

PR to A Christmas Carol

After having read the original telling of A Christmas Carol. I can say in my humble opinion that I enjoyed it. This is my first time actually reading the story, and I think this book is a good representation of change for the better in a more simple, more down to earth sense and not like a big comic book style. As Scrooge when on his journey of change with the ghosts we do seem him slowly change in real time. He is saddened by the sight of his dead sister from when they were both children (p. 30). After reading this chapter it reminded me of the death of my Papa, because when he died I felt depressed and I didn’t want to hear e mentioned much like Scrooge with his sister here. What I think is interesting.

“Even the blindmen’s dogs appeared to know him; and when they saw him coming on, would tug their owners into doorways and and up courts (p. 3).”

Even the dogs know to avoid him. He is so well known for the dogs to avoid him, I think it is odd that someone can be that grumpy. With the use of the ghost of Christmas present, how he ages quickly. It shows how quickly fleeting the holidays are along with the Christmas cheer. The Ghost of Christmas present has to be my favorite. On the other hand the Ghost of Christmas is far more unsettling, It shows what your fate is and when you will die, every ones reactions. Even if I can change that I don’t think I could live comfortably knowing that information.

Overall I enjoy the themes of this book like change and the ghosts and compared to any of the films this is the definitive way to experience the famed story by Charles Dickens

PR to A Christmas Carol

Reading A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens made me think about how people can slowly become more and more careless over time. Scrooge has a very mean personality and is cold and uncaring toward many other people, including himself. His actions made me think about how ignoring people’s problems can be just as hurtful. One part of the story that stood out to me was how Scrooge talks about poor people and those who need a little bit help. He acts as if their struggles are not his responsibility, which makes me disappointed because I think many people need to help those who are struggling the most. This part of the story made me think about how some people still think this way today. Charles Dickens helped me see that when people refuse to care about others, it creates a big space between them and the rest of society. I was most affected by the moments when Scrooge is forced by the ghosts to look back at his past. Seeing how his choices led him to become lonely, which made me feel sad for him. None of his mistakes were huge at first. Instead, he made small choices in which he chose money or work over people, which I do not think is okay. This made me think about how small decisions can slowly change who a person becomes. In the story, Charles Dickens shows that people can change if they are willing to admit their mistakes and try to do better. After reading the story, I thought more about how even small acts of kindness can matter to many people. It reminded me that caring about others is a choice, and that choosing kindness can make a big difference in someone’s life. This book is not something I would like to read again, but it helped me understand how we never know what other people are going through.

PR to ACC

When I read A Christmas Carol I had quite mixed feelings about the book. It made me kind of sad and happy at the same time. Sometimes the book was weird and sometimes it was quite enjoying to read. This quote made me feel kind of weird because it seemed like Scrooge just wanted the poor to die because he was selfish and wanted less people in his life.

“If they would rather die, . . . they had better do it, and decrease the surplus population” (p. 14)

This quote felt cruel. He was acting super selfish while saying this because if they wanted to die they would have died a long time ago but they want to keep on living but Scrooge didn’t want them to. He didn’t want them to live any longer because they are poor people who can’t afford much things but Scrooge didn’t care because he was very selfish with his money and didn’t give it out to anyone and barley spent it. Especially not on poor people who deserved it the most out of everyone.

The Ghost of Christmas Past was different though. It made me feel sad while reading it. Seeing Scrooge all alone at boarding school made me sad. He got abandoned during the holidays which caused him to end up hating the holidays like he does now.

It made me realize how when something happens it will stick with you forever and it could change how you do or see something for the rest of your life. Since he got sent away it made him not like his family as much which can also ruin the relationships with other people in the family because you might be the one who brings everyone together. I realized from this book not to let one thing change your life forever and if you let it change your life forever you won’t ever stop thinking about that one thing until you die. It won’t let you live your life in peace how you should.

PR to a Christmas Carol

Reading A Christmas Carol made me uncomfortable in a way that felt intentional. Dickens doesn’t allow the reader to simply observe Scrooge; instead, he forces us to recognize parts of ourselves in him. Scrooge’s early dismissal of the poor especially his belief that suffering is a personal failure  struck me as disturbingly familiar (p. 9) While his words are extreme the mindset behind them still exists today, which made me reflect on how easily compassion can be replaced by judgment

The Ghost of Christmas Present had the strongest effect on me. His warmth and generosity contrast sharply with the reality he reveals. The moment when Ignorance and Want are exposed beneath his robe felt like a direct warning rather than a symbolic gesture (pp. 72–73)That scene made me feel uneasy because it suggests that society’s biggest problems are not hidden they are ignored. It made me think about how often people acknowledge injustice without feeling responsible for addressing it

Tiny Tim’s role in the story also stayed with me. What mattered most wasn’t Tim himself, but Scrooge’s reaction to him. When Scrooge anxiously asks whether Tiny Tim will survive it shows that he has finally formed a real emotional connection (p. 84) Dickens suggests that caring deeply about even one person can disrupt a lifetime of indifference That idea felt powerful and challenging.

By the end, Scrooge’s promise to live with generosity all year felt less like a celebration and more like a moral obligation (p. 98) The novel left me thinking about how easy it is to remain emotionally distant and how difficult but necessary it is to stay aware of others’ struggles Dickens ultimately made me reflect on responsibility not just kindness.

PW #6 – the pros and cons of my cat…

Cons:

  1. My cat will only allow you to pet them if he wants you to pet them. My cat scratches and bites anyone who pets him unless he walks up to someone, sits in front of them, and meows very loudly [you have now become the chosen one]. Example: My cat will sit on my computer while I’m trying to do something and demand attention right after he bit me for petting him too much.
  2. Half of the time, he is an independent ball of fur. He won’t meow at me because he needs something, instead he will take over my window by meowing at me and clawing the carpet in front of my door [a lot of other things, but they are not that interesting]. Example: In the middle of the night about 1:00am my cat will wake me up by clawing the carpet. About 5 minutes later, he will leave and I won’t sleep for the rest of the night.

Pros:

    1. The other half of the time he is cuddly and cute. He will take a nap right next to me while I am doing something and he will meow until I drop everything to pet him. Example: Me and my family were playing Monopoly and my cat decided to lay down in the middle of the board game and demand affection and petting.
    2. He is really fluffy. Fun fact! My cat is a Siberian cat, which is a Russian bread meaning that he has thick fur due to the cold temperatures in Russia. If you look at him from a distance, he would look fluffy and fat. In reality he is fat, but less fat then you think. 

There are more pros, but I only have enough room for this ??

Personal response to a Christmas Carol

I didn’t really love A Christmas Carol, but there is a quote that really got stuck in my mind “I wish….. but it’s too late now” (p.30). Even though I didn’t enjoy the story as much as I thought I would this quote stood out because it feels very real and something I can relate to. It made me stop and think about my own life and the way people often look back and regret instead of acting and living in the moment.

I know we have limited time. Life is not forever, but why do we take it so for granted? We often live as if we will always have another chance, another day, or another year to do what we really want. At the same time, we can’t live life constantly worrying about how or when it’s going to end, because that would stop us from actually living. Finding a balance between being aware of time and not fearing the end it is very difficult.

The thought about time is really interesting and something that depends a lot on the perspective you put it in. More time could sound great for some people, like an opportunity to fix mistakes or reach goals. But for others, it’s just more weight on their chest, more time they need to survive, resist, and wait. Some people wait for the time to go to bed so they can finally forget, but instead their thoughts follow them, even into their dreams.

Instead of saying “I wish,” we should start saying “I will” while we still have time. Taking action can remove some of the weight we carry inside. And when our time is over, we won’t need to wish for more opportunities because we will have already lived fully and done the things that really mattered to us.

Personal Response to A Christmas Carol

When I read A Christmas Carol I did not really enjoy the book. I have seen many movie versions of the story so I already knew what was going to happen. Because of that the book felt less interesting to me. I also found the language hard to understand which made it difficult to stay focused. Sometimes I had to reread sentences just to know what was going on. This made reading feel slow and frustrating. Even though I did not love reading it the story still made me think about important ideas. One part that stood out to me was when Scrooge meets the Ghost of Christmas Past. Seeing Scrooge as a lonely child made me feel sad for him. It helped me understand why he became such a mean adult. This part made me think about how people’s past experiences can affect how they act later in life. It reminded me that not everyone who is rude is a bad person. Some people may be hurting or carrying sadness from their past. The Ghost of Christmas Present also made me think more deeply. The Cratchit family did not have much money but they were still kind and thankful. This made me think about how people should appreciate what they have instead of always wanting more. It showed that happiness does not always come from money. Tiny Tim made me feel emotional because he was kind and hopeful even though he was sick. That showed me how powerful kindness can be even during hard times.  X The Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come was scary but important. Scrooge sees that no one cares when he dies which made me think about how I would want people to remember me. It showed that being selfish can push people away. Even though the book was hard for me to read I think the message about changing for the better is meaningful. It teaches that it is never too late to become a kinder person.

 

 

PW#6 Soccer

This week I had my first soccer practice after the winter break. I really enjoyed this practice because I haven’t played soccer for a month before this practice. It was an amazing feeling to go back on the soccer field. Since it felt so good to go back to a practice, I keep on thinking about how much better my first game would be. My first game is this weekend against a team called west castle. They are a U16 team that are not bad. We have beat this team every time we played them so I would hope that we beat them this week again. I don’t think it’s going to be an easy game at all because they have gotten much better throughout the year but I do think we could still beat them. The next day after we play west castle my team is playing a Nanaimo U18 team. This is going to be a challenge because they are 2 years older than us. We have played this team 2 times in the past and out of those 2 times we have won 1 and they have won 1. So I think we could beat this team but it is going to be a tougher challenge then our other game.

IRJE#5 1:35 AM (By Scott cawthon)

1:35 AM by Scott Cawthon. the story is about a girl who already feels stressed before strange things start happening. When an doll she bought named Ellaa who can act as an alarm starts ringing every night at exactly 1:35 AM. Every single day, even when the Ella is not there, something always wakes her up at exactly 1:35 AM, slowly driving her insane.

”Aiming her head down into the chute-like space, she scooted forward. A little farther. And a little farther. Her flashlight slipped from her sweaty hand and clinked against the metal vent walls as it dropped out of Delilah’s reach. She heard it impact something with a sharp crack. It must have broken because the space went dark. Delilah’s shoulders wedged her so tightly into the compact metal enclosure that she knew she’d finally found it. This was where Ella couldn’t find her. No one would find her here. Trying to move just to be sure, she confirmed that she was stuck, completely and thoroughly stuck. Her breathing slowed. She relaxed. She couldn’t move in any direction. She’d never have to run from Ella again.” (page 60)

This quote matters since it shows how Ella drove Delilah insane so bad that she was willing to get in a air vent at some random factory and starve herself to death just to get away from Ella. (the actual cause of death is unknown, but she is still there no matter how long time has passed in the story).

IRJE#5: 1984

In 1984 by George Orwell, a character named Winston Smith is living in London during the year 1984. It is a very dystopian city where everything you do is watched and overheard.  

“You had to live – did live, from habit that became instinct – in the assumption that every sound you made was overheard, and, except in darkness, every movement scrutinized. (p. 3) 

This quotation really made me think about society today. Almost everything you say is heard from devices like phones, for them to give you ads based on what you say. There was also a very dystopian case where there was a shooting, and Google gave the FBI the location of someone biking nearby as a suspect. Lots of places around the world are also trying to control their people like this with things like the Online Safety Act in the United Kingdom, where you must upload your ID to use websites so they can monitor what you do. Things like this also made me realize why so many people bring up 1984 whenever something weird and dystopian happens. The only privacy we have today is our personal, private thoughts, and that thought disturbs me heavily. 

IRJE#5 Twilight

Near the end of Twilight by Stephenie Meyer, things get really dangerous for Bella and Edward. At this point Bella isn’t just a normal girl anymore, she’s stuck right in the middle of a super scary situation. James is hunting her and the Cullens are trying to keep her safe but it’s not really working that good. Bella starts to get that loving Edward means she could get hurt but she doesn’t really care that much. One part that really stood out to me was when Bella says:

    Where is he taking you (p. 358)

I liked this part because it shows how scared and confused Bella is in that moment. She doesn’t know what’s going on but she knows something is wrong. Instead of just standing there she asks what’s happening which shows she’s getting braver than before. It made me think that sometimes being scared doesn’t make you weak it makes you more human. I also liked how this part feels intense like stuff could go bad fast.

 

 

IRJE #5 The Catcher in the Rye

In The Catcher in the Rye by Jerome David. in the book the story is narrated by Holden Caulfield. He is narrating the book from a mental hospital. Where he is recovering from a mental breakdown. The novel begins at Pencey Prep boarding school. Holden got expelled from the school because he was failing out of five classes in school. This was his fourth school that he had been expelled from before. Before he left the campus he went to visit his elderly history teacher, Mr Spencer. Mr Spencer lectured him about his poor performance, which makes Holden angry and upset. When he goes back to his dorm to grab his stuff his roommate makes fun of him because his roommate is going on a date with Jane Gallagher. Jane Gallagher is a girl Holden always liked and his roommate knew he liked her. They got into a fight over it where it got physical. Holden got mad so he decided to leave his dorm early.

IRJE #5: Perfume

In Patrick Süskind’s “Perfume” novel, a French 18th century man by the name of Jean-Baptiste Grenouille becomes a perfumer with an almost superhuman sense of smell, even though he himself has no scent. He begins a mission to create the “ultimate perfume”, and commits several murders in the process. Though, the quotation I chose is found in the introduction. As the book explains that Grenouille aimed to be forgotten by history and is no longer spoken of, it mentions the following:

”… to the fleeting realm of scent.”

Though it is an unusually short quotation, it carries a lot of meaning. Everything in life is fleeting. Peace, friendship, memories, anything you could think of. Nothing lasts forever. That mixed with the mention of scent is very important. Scent is actually a factor that can play into trauma and nostalgia. Scents can trigger memories long forgotten. These pieces are important to me because I know personally that scents trigger memories for me, too. Scents I can’t explain or name, but they exist.

 

 

 

IRJE #5

The book Voices of The First Nations, by Freda Ahenakew, Brenda Gardipy, and Barbara Lafond, is a collection of shared stories about First Nations culture, work and leisure, ethics, family issues, matters of gender and global matters. Near pg. 150, the story of an Indigenous boy nicknamed Stick, his Elder (his mom), and the Old One (his grandma), are all spending time together and doing their favourite activities, like riding the ferry, hunting rabbits, eating fish, enjoying the warm weather, etc. The context of the following quotes are about the three of them who are on the way to the ferry, which they then stop the car to enjoy the crisp afternoon ambiance and softness of the warm wind. Then, they take the long way to the ferry on purpose so they can enjoy the afternoon weather while it lasts. The quote I’ve chosen is when they get on the ferry.

“That’s a lovely lake.” Stick said.

“Stop the car. Listen to that singing.”

I did. Sat in the tree wind. In the cold. In its warmth. Felt the softness. Got back in the car and drove the long way to the ferry with wind in my ears.

On the ferry, the Elder asked to be taken to the side railing. I was holding her tightly when the Old One said, “You can’t possess anything but yourself. Let me loose.” (p. 148)

The reason I chose the quote, “You can’t possess anything but yourself. Let me loose.”, pg. 148, is because it confused me a little at first. I was curious on what the Old One meant by possessing yourself,  but I thought about it, and came to the conclusion that maybe she just wanted to enjoy the view of the water by the side railing without the Elder holding onto her. Also, she says “Let me loose.”, which proves my perspective. I also chose this quote because I love hearing wisdom from old people, especially when it’s a small but deep quote like what the Old One said, and she’s right.

IRJE #5 Still the Sun by Charlie Holmberg

The main character, Pelnophe (or Pell, for short), is the lens through which we see the story unfold. Throughout the story, Pell gets these weird lapses, which seem like hallucinations at first, but eventually she realises they’re memories that she doesn’t remember. Pell starts getting the memories when she starts fixing the tower (one large machine to restrain a godly force, in tower shape), which is protected by two beings, Moseus and Heartwood. Moseus and Heartwood look very similar because Moseus is actually the embodiment of apocolypse, and his real name is ruin. Heartwood is Pell’s lover, but Pell forgot about him after Moseus took Pell’s memories away. Anyway, Pell must work on this tower because her town needs scrap metal, and Moseus manipulates Pell into working on the tower’s machine again.

Madness has a feel to it. Smooth, subtle. Like the oil nestled in those hinges, but thinner. It doesn’t leave a noticable mark. No grease stains. When it first starts dripping, it feels wrong, the way I imagine a knife through the gut might feel. But I can see how one could become used to it. Even comfortable. Oiled up and slick and satiated, forgetting there was ever anything else.

The quotation reflects Pell’s first time realising the tower and its ancient machines are intruding into her mind. The ‘madness’ she describes parallels the memories she begins to remember without recognising them, showing how the influence of the tower and Moseus slowly infiltrates her thoughts with memories. The imagery of “oil in the hinges” really shows how subtle and comfortable this change can feel, even though it is dangerous. This quote foreshadows how Pell’s identity, memories, and choices will be reshaped as she is manipulated into working on the tower’s machine again.

IRJE#4: My Final Post About The Queen of the North Disaster

In The Queen of the North Disaster by Colin Henthorne, Henthorne wrote a letter to the people of Hartley Bay, which helped take care of and rescue survivors on the night of March 22nd, 2006. He sends the following to them:

Dear Chief Councilor,

Please forgive me for being so long before thanking the people of Hartley Bay for their quick, selfless, and expert assistance to us when we were forced to abandon the Queen of the North. I had originally planned to visit and thank all of you in person; unfortunately, the ongoing investigation puts me in a position where I am extremely restricted in the contact I can make.

I was the captain that night and I can say everything done by your village and her boats was superb. If someone was to write a textbook on how a coastal community should respond to marine distress, Hartley Bay would have to be the basis for it.

Please pass on to all the village my sincere thanks.

For superb seamanship, for quick and clear thinking, and the for the will to help, my hat is off to the people of Hartley Bay.

Yours truly,

Captain Colin Henthorne (p. 180)

I think this part was significant because of how selfless the people of such a small village were. The people of Hartley Bay live in a very remote village with limited resources and were about to sleep, until they received the distress call and got up to help. The people sent boats to rescue survivors, and those on land were making food and drinks to keep them warm and even gave out cellphones to call loved ones. They didn’t have much but gave all they could to help. It also made me realize once again how greedy companies can be. A lot of people from outside Hartley Bay wanted to name the replacement ship for the Queen of the North, (now known as MV Northern Adventure) the “Spirit of Hartley Bay” to honor the village. However, that name “wouldn’t fit well with the company’s marketing strategy”. Sometimes, I can be pretty selfish, even with all the things God has given me. The village of Hartley Bay has taught me to be less selfish, and The Queen of the North Disaster has taught me to be more cautious of the media, because if I never read this book, I would probably still believe the ludicrous rumors surrounding what happened on the bridge.

IRJE #5 – Bury Your Dead by Louise Penny

In the book Bury Your Dead by Louise Penny, Inspector Armand Gamache and some other officers face the emotional aftermath of a failed mission to save Paul Morin, based on instructions he had sent them over code in a phone call. The attempt was risky, and despite their best efforts, they could not prevent what happened. This scene takes place just after they return from that mission, and it shows how the weight of responsibility and guilt affects each character. Everyone is reflecting on what went wrong and what they could have done differently, revealing the human side of fear, loyalty, and moral responsibility. this is a scene where Inspector Gamache is speaking privately with Émile, an old mentor and friend.

“It’s my fault.”

“No it’s not.”

“They were all following me. I should have taken the path on the left.”

“It’s not your fault.”

“But I should have remembered that Paul said.”

“It’s not your fault.” (p. 375)

I chose this part because it really shows one of the central themes of the novel: how guilt, responsibility, and trust shape human behaviour, especially in high-stakes situations. Gamache felt the pressure of the mission and the emotional consequences of failure. Louise Penny emphasizes this tension through short, fragmented sentences that capture the panic, regret, and urgency of the moment. Each line shows how deeply they care for each other and how quickly people blame themselves, even when the failure is not entirely theirs. The scene also reflects how moral decisions are rarely simple; good intentions do not always lead to perfect outcomes.