PW#7 – Tangled in a Web of Problems

Just last weekend, I was gifted a small piece of furniture purchased from a ReStore. This piece of furniture was a small cabinet designed to hold various forms of media, with an unmistakable ’80s fake wood grain decal all over it. Well, that wasn’t the only non-aesthetically-pleasing thing on it, or rather in it. As soon as I turned the cabinet onto its side, I saw a huge network of spiderwebs all over the bottom of it, and tons of spider eggs. I got to cleaning all this nasty old stuff when my finger brushed against something that felt suspiciously… alive. I looked to where my finger had just prodded at and lo and behold, there was a pretty large spider sitting in the corner. I was definitely startled, and then I got to trying to get the spider outside when I noticed something on its back: the telltale red hourglass pattern of a black widow. Now, something you must know about black widows is that their actual level of harm is greatly sensationalized. They are very mild-mannered, and will only bite when they are near death, when they are crushed between you and your clothes, for example. When they do actually bite, you can get pretty sick, sure, but the mortality rate of black widow bites is under 1% – even then, that is almost all people with underlying conditions and very young children. With that in mind, I still freaked out: when media portrays something as if it should be feared, it becomes feared. I sprayed it with pine-sol, which killed it within a minute. I do wonder, though – was that really a warranted response? Just based on fear that has been instilled in us by what has been told to us by the TV when we were young, or what we are told by our friends? Why do we immediately assume the worst of what we don’t have an understanding of? This is not only a story of arachnids and creepy crawlies – this is a story of how we are programmed by everything around us. We don’t have the critical thinking skills to even think of researching something we have been told do hate, either systematically, societally, domestically, or otherwise. Social media makes this much easier to do, and creates an echo chamber where arbitrary biases are confirmed and solidified or placed in one’s mind. This is not a story of a spider (though the aforementioned spider story did happen last weekend) – this is a story of the ideas we carry around and refuse to change. Look into your beliefs, biases, and ideals from time to time – you never know what you may see.

 

PW #7 Birthday

This year i got to spend my birthday in another country away from home. This was kind of hard since I haven’t seen my parents in a really long time and since it was my birthday i missed them a little more than i usually do. But besides that, it was a great birthday that i got to spend with my friends. They had many surprises for me and also many gifts. We went for dinner to eat my favorite food which is sushi and that made me really happy, to have my favorite food with my friends. Later my sister had a surprise for me and since i turned 15 and in Mexico that is a big deal, she decorated my room. She filled my room with ballons and she had one of my favorite cakes with candles and gifts. This made me really happy and at the end of the day i got to eat my cake with my friends and the dorm parents. Late at night when i was about to sleep there was another surprise and my best friend from Miami sent me flowers which i thought was a great part and also my parents and sister gave me flowers. At the end of the day this was a great birthday which i enjoyed a lot since it was different than my other birthdays and i am in another country. I was really happy all day and now i have a lot of flowers in my room too.

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In this personal writting im going to talk about last summer when i went to the beach, last summer i went to my best friend isabella’s beach house in a beach near mexico city, the beach’s name is acapulco and its a very good place to hangout with your friends in the summer. last summer we went because it was my friends birthday so we went and she invited all my friend group. the first day we went it was a rainy day so we just stayed in the house, but the second day was a sunny day so we went to the beach and the pool and we hangout there all day, then in my friend birthday we went to dinner to a really good place with my friends family, we stayed in the beach one week more and then we went back to mexico city.

PW#7 My UK trip

This spring break, I went to the UK. Some parts are adorable, also. I love the center of the city, and I enjoy being with my friends and some teachers. I made some friends in my class, but they were so annoying that I also got stressed. The school in the UK is so tiny that we couldn’t do too much; my favorite part of the trip was when I hung out at night with my friends to see the outlets. It was hilarious.

PW#7

I have supported Chivas all my life, but I actually started being really interested almost two years ago. During the summer, I went to two games in their stadium. The first one was against Atletico de San Luis. I went with two of my friends and my cousin. I enjoyed the game like I had never before in a Stadium because all fans were singing and supporting the team. I lost my voice for about two days because all the screaming and yelling at the players. The game ended 3-1 for Chivas. The second game I watched in the stadium was against Tijuana. Now, I just went with my cousin. That game ended 1-0 for Chivas and was more calm than the first one. I am looking forward to go to many games during next season when I’m finally in Mexico to support my team and enjoy a lot.

PW#7 lol

Friends come and go, you grow, specifically you grow apart, and you move on. It’s difficult to see someone you thought was your best friend suddenly become someone new, and all of sudden you need to learn this new person’s favourite colour and food, and if the new pieces of them don’t match up with yours the way they used to, the puzzle doesn’t work anymore. Best friends have a comfort you can’t find in the arms of parents. You can tell them anything and you know they wouldn’t put you down for it or look at you differently. I believe that’s why growing apart affects you an incredible amount. Because here’s this stranger that knows everything there was to know about you, and you now walk by them like you have forgotten their middle name, no hello or goodbye, you just keep walking. I believe that everything happens for a reason, people change so that you can let go, things go wrong so you appreciate when they go right, and good things fall apart so eventually better things will fall together. It’s been a year since I last saw him, I woke up to my phone spammed with what I thought was pointless messages, which turned out to be the reason I wish I just stopped sometimes. He had passed away this morning. To think just yesterday I almost stopped in to see him when passing his house, just to see how he is and maybe just give him a hug once again. I’m not sure what stopped me. Maybe I was scared he wouldn’t jump to me the way I would to him, or maybe I was just scared he was doing bad, and I wanted to leave it in a grey area of assumption. I wish I just stopped to smell the roses.

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This Saturday was a moment of history, that day we had a game against Coastal, at team located in Vancouver. This was a game that we needed to make a statement to the league. The game started off pretty slow in the first half, but all of the sudden, the opposing team was given a penalty that was totally undeserved, I mean it was not even a penalty. Our goal keeper made a great save, but unfortunately the player converted on the rebound. We were down 1-0 and we knew we had to make a comeback, in the last minutes of the first half my teamate David scored a beautiful freekick while the goalkeeper also midreading it. It was halftime and it was tied 1-1, our team had all the momentum. I had to play better in the second half (which I did). In the second half I scored a penalty and a nice solo goal. We ended up winning 5-1, in other words it was a beat down. I felt very satisfied with my performance because in the second half I was working harder and wanted to win more. Our record as a team is 5 wins, 1 draw, and 1 loss. That means that we are second in the BCSPL, I feel like I am impacting winning because I have 8 goals in 7 games which I am proud of. Our next few games are against tougher opponents, but I am excited for the journey.

PW#7 My First Built Computer

It all began on a Wednesday (unsure of the date), when I asked my father if all the parts were ready to be put together. We were planning to build this computer for about a week now, and as soon as I got my confirmation I was overly excited. It was Summertime, meaning no homework, no stress, and the availability of creating big projects began to arrive. Later, that same Week-end my Father and I gone to his work place, where I was surprised to see all the necessary electronics which made up the computer. Back then, I barely knew anything about computers, and so, when my dad told me only I was to build it I was shocked and began to work right away.

While building the computer, I asked my dad all sorts of questions; The age of the computer (15 as of this year), and if I was able to take it home today as well. Of course, he said yes, however, he first told me to assemble it. Being as careful as I could be I started by installing the CPU, which was the Core 2 Quad then the cooler, then the motherboard G33T, an LGA 775 socket with ddr2 ram slots.. This then went into the Silverstone Multimedia case (used for watching movies and being compact vertical wise. After installing the Motherboard in to the system, the earlier mentioned ddr2 ram (which has a maximum frequency of 800mhz) 4gb was installed (then later upgraded to 8gb). Luckily, the case already had a Power Supply, so all that was left was to plug in the Graphics Card (Geforce GTX 650), plug in it’s connector, connect the SSD (Solid State Drive), and boot up the system.

As it turns out, the system worked amazing with Linux Mint installed onto it. This was a major breakthrough in my interest level, and even to this day I open the computer up, clean it, and look for alternatives for certain parts.  In total, at the time of creating the computer the cost was $290. For  the 3d modelling tasks I use the computer for, it works great, however, the lack of speed and modern compon3ents is marked by the unstable or unsupported  apps which every now and then let me know of their existence.

– Iaroslav Serg Pyrozhok

PW#7

The name wasn’t forgotten but forgotten was the name.

And if you don’t remember what they look like, did they even exist? Did you forget past that point in time? I think so, I can’t remember what they look like, but I can’t recall why I don’t remember, if there was ever a reason. I think maybe I’m so used to this routine, where I only remember those around me for the most part of my life. If you said the name I’d say I know them, because I do, but I can’t remember why, so don’t ask me what they look like. You’d say she has red hair, I thought she had it brown, or did she? I can’t remember. Even if i saw her yesterday, I can’t remember, and I don’t recall why. I don’t think there ever was a reason.

You’d say Bonnie, I can’t remember that name, I can’t recall what she looks like, but I have a feeling I know her. If you asked what I look like, I don’t think staring at my hands would help, I’d need a mirror, or a camera. Sometimes I feel like I can recall things, when I try nothing comes out. The mirror doesn’t feel like its me, the world doesn’t feel real, and during those times I remember, I remember it feels fake. I remember the earth goes round, gravity keeps me in place, then I almost fall over, because I realize we are not on the ground, what is the ground?

And it happens almost everyday, that my brain might be one to look past the tiny circle of a world we live in, I haven’t met many who do so. When I look at my wrist, I see the veins, and I feel sick. Because you could die, if those arteries broke, and its not a matter of losing your hand, but a matter of the pressure. You can get an aneurysm at any time, so who tells you the body isn’t literally glass. I realize, it could happen at any time, and I feel sick, sick to my stomach. When I think about it, I don’t feel safe with my body, what if I am not being gentle enough? What if it breaks, who will come to stop the bleeding?

Does Earth make sense? And before you answer this question I may ask, think about it for a second, because is this our life, or is it mine? How do you know people are real? Because they respond? You can feel them? Yet I can’t help but wonder, how does that define someone? Is it cut down to that they can feel? But you can’t feel what they do, and that scares me. Because one day you might realize, what defines life. Life isn’t just the animals, it is not just earth, not just your experience, but it could be everything, and most importantly something unnameable. It is called life for a reason, there is no word to describe it other than.

Don’t waste it, because when you die there are two options, you live again or never so. It’s a 50/50 chance I wouldn’t test, because either way you won’t be able to tell them, “You are worth it”.

So, the name was me, I remembered my name. But I know this will all happen again tomorrow, and I will forget, then I will remember, a peaceful loop.

PW#7

One night, my mother asked me to go shopping for clothes together. I was very excited when I heard it. We set off as soon as we finished dinner. When I got off the car, I saw a clothing store. The clothes inside were colorful and beautiful. I took my mother to accompany me to have a look. I fell in love with a yellow dress at first sight. I thought that dress suited me very well, so I asked the shop owner to bring one for me to try on. “It’s so beautiful!” Mom said with a smile. I was also very satisfied and bought this dress.

IRJE #6

Letters In Unobtrusive Hands is a short book written by my very dear best friend Tarissa W. which was made specifically for me a short while ago, and I have just finished reading it, I thought to talk about this because I feel not far enough in my current book for a suitable topic. This book focuses on two people who were best friends, in which one struggles with remembering things, (Can be interpreted as Anterograde Amnesia or not) and the other writes letters to this person to guide them through what one could describe as a “Trauma Response”.

“If this is your winning personality, I would hate to see you losing it. It feels good to know that me and my old self agree on something. Tell me a story about us, are you this charming to all your friends or am I on the privileged list?”

This quotation touches my heart, truly because in these words “It feels good to know that me and my old self agree on something” signals that Kinsei (our character that struggles with memory) is intact with himself, it makes him feel happy too, its sort of the feeling that you cant recall or know why something makes you feel lifted, but it just does. The part about losing the winning personality is also heartwarming, it is more or less something that makes sense when you actually read it, where the “winning personality” is actually just the other character being confident with themself, which is often seen as being self-absorbed, but i think this was a nice touch that Kinsei finds a peace at the confidence. Looking into it better, both parts of him agreeing goes to show how it just feels so right, to have that kind of energy, it suits the person, its comfortable. I think everything about this story is a nice touch, even the ending which made me feel very sad, it definitely is a more accurate portrayal with internal struggles, it feels way more real to me than most books I read with this kind of stuff, which often uses stereotypes of mental illnesses instead of looking into the actual phycology and things. While reading this story I also researched along the way to get a better grasp at things, lovely short story, bawling my eyes out at the end if I am going to be honest.

PW #7: Winter Adventures

Since it’s that time for more personal writing, I’ll be providing yet another trip report, with some eventful stories, because what trip would be complete without some entertaining stories? I’ll be diving into my latest trip, to Smithers yet again! For many months after the 2022-23 ski season ended, my excitement for the next ski season was remarkable. In early October of 2023, an Arctic outflow came through the province, cooling down many places, and dusting snow in the mountains, even on the ski hill. However, this was soon to change. The 2023-24 ski season was predicted as an El Niño year, which is a weather phenomenon that makes the ski season exceptionally warm. I tried my best to be optimistic, but the weather simply did not deliver on Vancouver Island. The ski hill was bare, only having a 40cm base for a time. As everyone who was on the ski trip knows, the snow was decent on that day, but things only went downhill from there after the trip. It rained, hard. There was so much rain that over half of the snow base was washed away, and the ski hill had no choice but to close operations entirely, for a period. It snowed a little more which pushed the hill to re-open, but there was simply nothing there. My solution: book a plane ticket to Smithers, and then I could go and fulfill my desires for winter adventures.

I booked my ticket a month prior, and began the wait to go to winter wonderland, probably the best way I can describe it. My dad decided to book tickets for him and my siblings not long after, as he decided that a ski trip sounded epic after all. I booked these tickets conveniently on Family Day long weekend, so I only had to miss a day of school for this 4-day trip. The night before, I packed my bag, and had a short-lived 5-hour sleep, as the flight left at 6:25am, from Victoria (YYJ) of course. I loaded our single suitcase into the trunk, and we headed to the airport, which is about 40 minutes away for me. I arrived at the airport, and made a beeline for the bag drop, as I had already completed the online check-in the day before, where we the bag was checked and sent off on the baggage belt. I made sure to get some of the high-quality boarding passes at the desk as mementos for later, which was essentially a nicer looking, sturdier boarding pass with the signature Air Canada stripe over the top. The self-serve kiosk prints flimsy receipt paper passes, which I learned early on last year when I went through the kiosk. I arrived at TSA, uneventful, other than the fact that I was randomly selected to be hand swabbed. I made my way to Gate 8, which is an interesting gate because the planes can park horizontally to the gate. What this means is that no pushback tug is needed, which speeds up the departure.

I reassured my dad that we did not need to go to the Harbour Walk for a muffin, and instead made the claim that the Tim Hortons in Vancouver Airport (YVR) would be completely fine for breakfast. I messed around with my music until our boarding time came around at 5:55. I walked towards a 7-year-old Dash 8-400, registered as C-GYJZ, in the new 2016 livery. I boarded, and filed all the way down to 20D, quite possibly the least favorable seat I could imagine, as it’s the back of the plane on the aisle. It wasn’t the end of the world for this flight, as it was just a quick hop over the Strait of Georgia to YVR. This flight only has a block time of 32 minutes, with an airtime of just 12 minutes, based on the runway configuration of 09 in Victoria and 08R in Vancouver. I was sat next to an older gentleman, who was off to Orlando, FL, to visit his daughter for her wedding. I made conversation with this fellow for the entire flight, where we talked about air travel, Florida, along with news and such. We taxied out to runway 09, as mentioned earlier, and were airborne on time headed towards Vancouver, with a cruise altitude of just 4,000ft. This route is only 45NM, and when you’re in a plane doing 200kts over the strait, you do reach the mainland quickly.

After just 6 minutes in the air, Vancouver came into sight, as we started our approach onto runway 08R. Our touchdown was right on schedule, where I had a 1hr layover in Vancouver before connecting to Smithers. As we taxied to gate C39, we parked and had the classic “Panic and try and hit as many people as possible with the bags in the overhead bins”. Not actually, but probably the best way to describe how everyone got off. A noteworthy element about the place in the airport I got off at was the fact that Air Canada essentially owns Concourse C. If you look on the departure board for the C gates, it’s all Air Canada. With the return to my claim where I assured my Dad we could get Tim Hortons in Vancouver, I’ll preface the line with ‘I did not think what I was saying through, at all.’ We arrived slightly ahead of schedule, only to be met with a line 70 people long, which shot down my super confident statement of “Everything is 100% okay”. Admittedly, the reference for the Tim’s being totally fine was from when I was there in the summer at 2pm on a Wednesday, which is definitely quite a different comparison which I clearly didn’t think of, so whoops.

My dad still stood strong that he wanted his food, where I said we wouldn’t have enough time. When my dad was about 4 people from the front of the line, the gate agent for the flight called my dad’s reservation to the desk, for an ‘important change’. Of course, because I clearly lacked cognitive thinking abilities from not sleeping, I didn’t just walk myself over the desk and ask what was going on, rather I stayed right where I was. Great decision, (completely not my dad lost his spot in line). Guess what the ‘important announcement’ was? “The seats were going to be moved from row 15 to row 18. Whoa. Long story short, my dad was a teensy bit livid that I didn’t just ask what was going on so he could keep his spot in line. Again, my thinking failed me, twice. I took my entitled self, passport and all, and boarded one zone ahead of my dad and siblings at gate C33, onto yet another 8-year-old Dash 8-400, registered as C-GUJZ, also in the new 2016 livery. I settled into 3F, a window seat on the right of the plane, where I lucked out with a free aisle seat for the short 1hr 20m hop across the Coast Mountains and Tweedsmuir, 650km north. Pushback started shortly after, and we started up both engines right on time for the taxi to runway 08R. This is the moment I saw a plane parked at gate C32. Not just any ordinary Dash 8, but the one where I sat in the pilot’s seat, four years ago. Of course, I had to get a picture, since I recognized the registration as soon as I saw the Dash, C-GGMU. The takeoff was uneventful, but nonetheless we started our climb to our cruise altitude of 23,000ft.

The inflight service started shortly after our initial climb, where I got a water and some Air Canada pretzels. We cruised over the mountains, which slowly turned to the plateau, and soon enough the Nechako Valley came into sight. We began our descent into Smithers over Houston, BC, and were inbound on our approach to runway 15. The town of Smithers came into sight on final, where we cruised over into onto the runway, with the wind, where the plane was set down quite firm. It is unusual to land with the wind, as normally you always land into the wind. However, the reason for this is because Smithers Airport is completely uncontrolled, meaning that there is no ATC, and you simply report your intentions on the Smithers radio. We taxied into Gate 1, which is the only gate, but besides the point. We were welcomed by a brisk -15 with perfectly clear skies. We headed into Smithers Airport (YYD), which is quite modest, as we waited for our singular checked bag. Our bag came around the belt relatively quick, and we were soon in my Grandpa’s truck headed towards Tyhee Lake, where their house is located. After a short 15 minute drive through Smithers, we went through the outskirts down the country roads, until we reached the house. I immediately made a beeline for the lake, which is frozen over in the winter, where I just sprinted as fast as I could, before returning to the house for a hearty breakfast of back bacon, eggs, and pancakes. Soon enough, we headed to the ski hill, where we went to our cabin, which I would say arguably has the best views out of any cabin on the hill, since my Grandpa built it on the top of the hill off of the Green T (For clarification the Green T is a ski lift that tows you with a T shaped bar, and called the Green T since the towers are painted green). The cabin overlooks the Telkwa Mountains, and I can see the whole range from my bed every morning, which is so incredibly satisfying.

After a few runs, we headed back down to the house for the night. A new day came along, where I was welcomed with yet again another hearty breakfast. After my meal, I experimented with the strength of the ice on the lake, to say the least it is super strong. I was able to drive an ATV onto the lake with no issues, if you can see where this is going, I’ll just say doing donuts is so much fun. We and my Omi headed into town for some birthday shopping for me, since I’m not in Smithers on my actual birthday. I went into quite a few stores downtown, before going to Heartstrings, a local gift shop with fresh fudge and clothing. Here, I got myself a Smithers hoodie, and a bag of saltwater taffies, before heading to Mark’s for wool socks and a new belt. Heading up King St, I immediately noticed something different, the paint was washed away! I remember when me and my cousins were biking down that street, on clear summer nights overlooking the mountains. I don’t know what it was about that street, but it just brings back so many indescribable memories that warm my heart. I’m still mentally in Summer 2023, which brings me to some core memories of fishing on Babine, driving around through the rolling hills on a warm summer night, and The Twin. You may ask, what is The Twin? In short, The Twin is this smaller motel on the Northeast side of town, that serves delectable ethnical food. In our family, The Twin was reserved for almost a reward after hard work. You finished cutting all the trees down and making firewood? Good! Let’s go to the twin. You finished making four truckloads of firewood to the skihill, good! Let’s go to The Twin again.

Anyways, after this short adventure, we went up to the ski hill, for another picture-perfect day, with clear skies. I made a couple runs before skiing shortly ended, and I was forced to end for the day. We had made the plan to stay the night at the ski hill, so I did some snowmobiling on Toboggan Hill, before coming back to the cabin for a tasty meal. My dad came up with my other brother to have our meal and brought some cupcakes, and my Omi brought a birthday cake, for my cousin’s birthday, and to recognize mine, since it was happening a week after I returned home. After the commemoration of my birthday, everyone settled down and went home, whilst I stayed and played cribbage with my Omi. A new day arose, where there was a light dusting of snow on the mountain. As I headed to the lodge to grab my pass, my cousins arrived shortly after for yet again another day of skiing on the hill. We went through the terrain park, many times, where we kept trying to hit this specific rail perfect. It somehow must’ve taken me four tries to get it proper. The rest of the day was quite fun, with many runs on the chairlift, an icy face-smashed-in run through the trees, and a backcountry run to Crater Lake with my Dad in the afternoon, where I got many lessons on what not to do when going backcountry with my Grandpa. The mountains were majestic the entire way, and the lake was even better at the summit. After a short-lived day, the sunset took place, and darkness came. We had the final dinner at the ski hill with the family, played a big round of ‘31’ with the whole family, drove the snowmobile around on the hill. There were some neighbours nearby who had the amazing idea of strapping skis to an armchair. Funniest thing I’ve seen all winter, the screams were even better.

I made many runs to the top of the hill on the snowmobile before heading back to the cabin with the little ones. I eventually fell asleep, and I woke up the next morning with that feeling. It was coming to an end. I came to terms with the fact that winter paradise was swiftly coming to a close, and trudged downstairs for my final 2024 winter breakfast in Smithers. I finished my plate and went to make some runs on the Orange T. I made 5 runs that morning, each with appreciation of the mountains. I made my final ski run, and headed back to the cabin, where I packed up and headed to the house around 2pm. The feeling is indescribable, really. I had some cocktail shrimp at the house, and said farewell at 5pm to leave for the airport. Arriving at the airport, something I found interesting is that the baggage drop and screening belt are all one thing, because of the low volumes of traffic through Smithers Airport. Boarding came around at 5:55, where I boarded another 6-year-old Dash 8-400 for the flight to Vancouver. I settled into seat 8F, with another free aisle seat, and we started our taxi out to runway 34.

Upon takeoff, I saw the town, ski hill, and mountains, all in one big sight on a beautiful sunset, which was amazing. We leveled off at 24,000ft for a rather dark flight over the mountains. On our approach to runway 08L, everything was completely fogged in over Vancouver, a good day to have ILS! On our approach seemingly into nothing, the runway came into sight just 400ft above the ground, where it was pouring rain. Taxiing into gate C39, I noticed an interesting coincidence, which was the fact that we arrived at the same gate that we departed from, four days ago. Stepping onto the wet pavement, I was soaked in 50 paces to the doors of the terminal. We had a 2hr 30m layover before our outbound flight to Victoria, so to kill the time, we had dinner at this grill in the upper part of the concourse, before heading to Tim Hortons for a much needed donut. Our flight was operating out of Gate C40, just one over from where we arrived, so there wasn’t much moving in the terminal.

After a lot of scrolling and admiring of the plane in front of me, we were notified that boarding would be delayed, slightly, for a disabled customer. Boarding commenced later than expected at 10:25pm, where we had a relatively full flight. However, as I lurched into seat 14F, I yet again had no one on the aisle! Lucky me. Boarding soon finished up, and we were on our way to runway 08R for our southbound departure. Another pitch black flight unfortunately. I find it so interesting how the announcements for landing come on during this short flight, actually just 4 minutes after takeoff. We went inbound on our approach to runway 09, where we touched down in more rain. At last, we were deplaned and out of the terminal at 11pm. The drive home was silent, everyone was more or less half asleep from the long day. From start to finish, the trip was an absolute success, and I hope to embark on more winter adventures in 2025. (Remarks, I could’ve summarized this into about 400 words, but the massive piece is purely for my enjoyment).

PW#7 Airsoft!

I don’t know if anyone shares the love I have for guns and airsoft, but either way though, I was out for 12 hours on Saturday (VERY PAINFUL) and I went to an airsoft store. I didn’t think there was a store for airsoft but there was, somewhere downtown named “Camouflage” and when I first went in there, it was pretty boring, and there was just shirts and some ammo pouches and grenade pouches. BUT THEN, we went upstairs and oh my god when I say the place was filled with amazing stuff, I MEAN it. They had guns EVERYWHERE and KNIVES, and ATTACHMENTS, it was literally my dream store and I will gladly go there any time. I asked them if I could try the pistols and I tried the Glock17 and the M&P22 and they were perfect. When I ejected the magazine from both guns it was so smooth and putting the magazine back felt like I was in the army. and the handling was pretty light and cocking the gun was the easiest thing ever, it was absolutely beautiful and I really should have bought a gun but they cost $200 or over haha. I was walking around the place and checking the knives and they were actually pretty real-looking. And when the person was teaching me parts of the gun attachments, I knew most of them and I’m actually so happy.  I was even walking around and just naming as many guns as I could hahaha. They had MP5, Fal, M16, M4 Carbine, Glock 17, Mosin, Barret, MP4, FN57, M&P22, Classical hunting rifles, Uzi, Vector, P90, Makarov, Tarkarov, 1911, and even more. I have pictures and they look so good. It was paradise land I look forward to going there again.

PW#7

Suzhou, located in East China’s Jiangsu Province, is known as the “paradise on Earth”. It is famous for its long history, beautiful gardens and unique water town customs. As my hometown, Suzhou not only carries a rich cultural tradition, but also shows a new look of modern development.

First of all, Suzhou is famous for its rich history and cultural heritage. There are many exquisite gardens preserved in the ancient city, such as the Humble Administrator’s Garden, the Lingering Garden and the Lion Forest, which attract countless tourists with their exquisite garden art and unique design. Walking in these gardens, as if through the ancient paintings, feel the precipitation of history and cultural heritage.

Secondly, Suzhou is also a modern city with a prosperous economy and modern urban construction. Suzhou Industrial Park is the first national-level economic and technological development zone established after China’s reform and opening up, attracting a large number of domestic and foreign enterprises to invest and develop.

As an ancient and modern city, Suzhou shows the perfect fusion of classical and modern, tradition and innovation. It is not only a city with a long history and cultural heritage, but also a modern city full of vitality and vitality. In the future development, I am convinced that Suzhou will continue to radiate its unique charm and become an even better city.

PW#7 Homework, Don’t Take it Personal

One of the many great parts of Brookes Westshore is its high amount of homework that pushes its students to use their time wisely while still enjoying sports and other activities the school encourages. However, this week I have not appreciated it at all. Compared to all the horrible public schools I have gone to in the Sd62 area, the homework amount placed on students is incredibly lower than any of the grade levels at our school. Never in my life have I felt more stressed about unmemorable sheets of paper that won’t matter to me in less than a month from now. Of course, as many can agree homework can be a reasonable tool to promote learning outside the classroom with students, and this is one of the many reasons why I decided to join Brooks in the first place. Yet when I feel as if I have to stay up till midnight for the past five nights in a row the work can seem a bit dimming to my mental health which is why instead of worrying, contemplating, and thinking of reasons why it feels like I’m the only person who’s having issues with this I will be no longer be participating in such an act as homework for the next following week. I do not recommend anyone else try this method of relaxation unless they are entirely prepared for the consequences of their actions like I am.

PW#7 Music Festival

Last weekend, I was a part of a pre-festival at Victoria Conservatory of Music. I played the violin, which I have been playing for a few years now. The actual festival is next weekend. The tune I am playing is the first movement of Concerto in D Major by F. Seitz which I have been practicing for a few months. I had to memorise the entire piece otherwise they would not let me play. Next weekend when I play, it is like an exam. I did this last year as well. I will be playing in front of judges, without my music, and they will be marking everything I do. Even if there is rosin on my violin, I get points deducted. It may sound intimidating but it’s actually pretty fun. Afterwards, everyone who participated in the festival celebrates with some snacks.

IRJE #6: Old Bold Pilot

Tales of an Old Bold Pilot Who Lived to Tell His Story of Flying The North, (long title, I know), by Jack McCallum. This book focuses primarily on aviation, advice from a former pilot who flew charters and cargo in Northern British Columbia, as well as the Yukon. I purchased this book from a quaint bookshop in Penticton during 2022, which proved to be a great read.

“It took a good 25 miles to get us to a height where I began to relax. There was still no possibility of normal manoeuvre. We were flying and producing just enough power and lift to keep us airborne. Though it occurred to me to turn back to Smith River and put the Tech back on the ground, the challenge of doing so with a marginally stable aircraft simply made this the least attractive option (pg. 20).”

The context of this quote is when Jack decided to help a Tech who was trying to hitch a ride to Watson Lake, but the next charter was 3 days away. Fortunately, Jack was in Smith River, but the PA-12 was fully loaded with supplies for the flight back to Watson Lake. After the Tech’s story, Jack gave in out of guilt. The plane was barely able to clear the landing strip and the plane was near a stall the entire flight, which is why Jack was on edge. I found the title of the chapter, “Killing (Ourselves) With Kindness” a very humorous and fitting name considering the situation.

 

IRJE #6 – Heart of Darkness

The book I am currently reading, Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad, needs no introduction. The seminal tale of Western colonialism in the Congo, based on Conrad’s own experience, albeit slightly sensationalized. It is a story of brutal disregard for human life and greed.

“We live as we dream–alone….”

This quote, despite being very short, perfectly portrays the atmosphere of this book. Despite there being many characters, the travel into the dark, the unknown, creates a feeling of solitude. This is also created by the more metaphorical interpretation of the story, which is the journey into the depths of the human psyche, which, of course, is filled with solitude. Despite this, the story is interspersed with many masterfully written character interactions, full of darkness and foreshadowing.

IRJE #6

In the book “I am Algonquin”, the book depicts the life of the tribe, its history, wars, and the life of a Chief and Great Warrior, Mahingan.

“Fellow Family Heads and Chiefs, I do not think that our enemies from the North have come to wage war on us, because if that was their plan they wouldn’t be so Obvious about their presence”, Mahingan (p.102).

 Later that day, Mahingan was told by the people that they are here to see him, so he was called to greet them. Turns out Mahingan was right, and the people from the North didn’t want to wage war, instead they wanted to play lacrose, which would decide if the people from the North could hunt here or they Should leave. 

At the current point of the book, both tribes are getting ready for this game, preparing sticks, lodges for the injured in battle (of the game) and obtaining loads of food for both of the tribes.

IRJE#6 Alibaba

‘Alibaba’ by Duncan Clark, stands out among the best books about the economy due to its unique approach to explaining the intricate workings of the economic structure. For example:

“Because of the way our economy is structured, the government has a lot of resources.”(page 8)

This quote shows how the government is structured and gives us an idea of how China’s economy is progressing; I recommend this book to people interested in learning how the economy and government work.

IRJE #6 Lonesome Gun

The book the Lonesome Gun as stated in a previous post, is written by William W and Johnstone. The book is a western book filled with cowboys and guns and violence. I wanted to write down this quote but I never got the chance and I kind of forgot to.

“Johnny got up, dropped some money on the table, and walked straight to the weapons table, where Perley was in the process of unbuckling his gun belt. Johnny picked up his belt and strapped it on, staring into Perley’s face as he buckled it.

Perley started to step around him, but Johnny reached over and caught his arm. “Are you Perley Gates?” Johnny asked. (pg. 221).

I love this quote because earlier in the book, Johnny was hired by others to kill Perley Gates, and when he met up Perley and asked his name (spoiler, which Perley said yes to) it was a small foreshadow that within the next few pages there was going to be another brutal gun fight, Johnny had friends in the building with him that also were going to kill Perley if something was started. And the whole few paragraphs (which I didn’t quote because it was way too long) of the fight just show how amazing of a gunslinger Perley is, taking on 4 guys in a gun fight.

IRJE #6 Gone Girl

As I am finishing Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn I found it to be one of the most exceptionally engaging stories to follow where one of the narrators, Amy Dunne, is unreliable for perspective. It follows her as she fakes her death to frame her husband Nick.

”I am so much happier now that I am dead.”

I chose this quotation because it represents the character depth of this beloved main character. Amy unhappy with her marriage, her life, and most of all her husband’s actions does not care about the consequences of hers because, by this point in her life, she has gone mentally insane. As a normal person reading this, you might think most definitely this would turn people off from such a book, however, you’re completely wrong and that is one of the many reasons why I love this book instead of finding it boring like I do with many others.

IRJE#6 Wolf Bane

Wolf Bane is the final book in the series Wolf Brother, or The Chronicles of Ancient Darkness, by Michelle Paver. So far, Wolf is being tracked by a demon and ended up on an island out at sea when he got lost and Torak and Renn are going out to search for him. A group of people who lived on the island found Wolf and saved him when they saw him washed up on the beach. They then put Wolf in a pen made of wood so he couldn’t get out. They gave him food and water, but we refused to eat anything. Once Torak and Renn find the tribe, they suspect they are hiding Wolf somewhere on the island. When they ask questions, everyone seemed on edge. They were invited to eat with them and while they were eating, a girl from there tribe couldn’t take it anymore and stood up and said,

‘Why can’t we tell them?’ she burst out. ‘He won’t eat, he won’t sleep, all he does is pace! He’s so unhappy!

‘Who?’ Torak leapt to his feet, nearly braining himself on a roof-beam.

‘Perhaps the child is right,’ mused Chinoot. ‘Perhaps this is why the Ancestors saved them—

Who is she talking about?’ shouted Torak.

The Leader raised his eye-blobs at his discourtesy. ‘Why, the wolf,’ he said. (p. 125)

In this quote, the girl is talking about how Wolf isn’t eating or sleeping. I think this quote is meaningful because it shows how Wolf is clearly in distress, and as she said ‘unhappy’. I find it fascinating that Wolf wouldn’t eat because he misses Torak and Renn. Later on in the chapter when they reunite, Wolf was overjoyed to see them, and after greeting them, went straight to the food.

IRJE#6

In the book The Magic of Thinking Big by David J. Schwartz, there was a quote in the book that inspires me to work hard and to stay motivated. It even gives me a 30-day progress guide to measure my progress towards my goals. This is what the quote said by the author:

Success means self-respect, continually finding more real happiness and satisfaction from life, being able to do more for those who depend on you. Success means winning (p. 13).

I chose this quotation for many different reasons, but the main one is that I feel like I am having a lot of success right now with my sports and schooling. Another reason I chose this quote is seeing that the author defined the word success for us readers. The reasons why I think I am having success right now is because my team is second place and I am impacting winning by scoring goals for my team, I also feel like my grades are getting better. The one thing I need to improve on is just being a little bit more consistent. To summarize, this quote is very inspiring for me to be a even better individual.

Oliver’s IRJE #6

I was reading “The White Tower” when I found this paragraph

“The woods surrounding the small clearing were silent, as if nature was holding its breath. at least, that’s how it felt to Ty as he watched his bother raise his large ash bow and sight down the slender shaft” pg.20

I chose this quote because it sets up the seen and gives you an idea of what’s going on without needing to read to the rest of the paragraph.

PR to The Ancient Mariner and Recitation

After reading and reciting some of the lines of the ballad The Ancient Mariner I can say it was a confusing ballad to read because you had to infer a lot of sruff and have a lot of background knowledge. The good part about this ballad is that it is short and the reader doesn’t have to remember it for a long time. Moving on to the recitation, I found it really easy to memorize what we had to, but struggled a little bit on the recitation part and staying on character. Overall, in my opinion it was an average story and I will forget about it really soon.

PR To The Ancient Mariner and my experience memorizing and reciting.

Personally, I did not love reading this book, I found it interesting but it was very confusing for me, I didn’t understood much about what was going on and everything was very confusing, besides that the parts that I did understand were interesting, reading this for me was also hard since I had never read something like this which made it hard and confusing, I also had some trouble making notes since I couldn’t understand many parts. This was something different that I think it was a challenge for me but at the end I tried my best to understand, and I found this book different that others we have read in English class, and it was something very interesting with good ideas and lessons through the book. It also had many ideas that you could take as lessons , at the end this book was hard to read and confusing but interesting .



Reciting this was a little hard I had to memorize everything and sometimes it can be hard since you know it and memorize it but when it’s time to read it being nervous makes you forget, and that happened to me in one part, besides that I think I did a pretty good job since I didn’t receive any help and I was able to say the whole thing by myself without help and recite it very good. i don’t love this type of activities since for some people it can be hard speaking on public, and it is something we have to work with but personally i don’t like memorizing this since usually its harder and you can forget it very easily.

“The Rime of the Ancient Mariner”: PR

Overall, I think that “The Rime of the Ancient Mariner”, by Samuel Taylor Coleridge is a nice poem. I liked the plot, and I found it really interesting how the story pressed along, between the Mariner shooting the Albatross, and the sudden misfortunes that happened to the crew soon afterwards.  but I didn’t really like reading the poem due to the language that was used in the writing. I feel that I would’ve been more engaged in the poem if the language was easier to understand, at least to me. This poem slightly reminded me about the Story of Joseph, despite the languages being different from each other I still  I found the poem quite difficult to follow because although I had pages on pages of notes, I still couldn’t really piece together what was happening when the time came around for the quiz. In fairness, this could’ve simply been my error, and my notes were not thorough enough, but I have never had this sort of issue before when I have used my notes for quizzes on other stories.

As for the recitation on the five stanzas, I think I performed good, and I had everything memorized, despite my mind going blank as I was silently standing in front of everyone with my best efforts to try and gather my thoughts, which I was eventually able to grasp. I feel that I definitely could have done a better job on creating a sense of character, because I was mainly thinking more of memorization than emphasizing my words, or making appropriate pauses and rests to have a flow as I was reciting the stanzas. Other than the small snippet that I blanked on in the middle, I think that the rest of the recitation went well for the most part.

PR: The Rime of the Ancient Mariner

Reading this book was very confusing from my perspective, many unlucky things happen to the Ancient Mariner because of the sin he committed. 5 main characters are: The Ancient Mariner (the boat), the Wedding guest, a character attending a wedding celebration who is stopped by the Ancient Mariner and compelled to listen to his story. The pilot is the person that is steering the ship around. Shipmates are the people that work on the ship. Hermit, one of the people who save the Ancient Mariner, plus frees the Ancient Mariner of its guilt. The story starts off with the boat being stuck in the Arctic, then in the doldrums where there is no wind. The worst thing happens to the ship when he shoots the Albatross (seagull) with his crossbow, this means he has sinned. He is forced to wear the dead Albatross around his neck as a symbol of guilt. They see another ship in the distance with death and a woman, they play a game with the die, the woman ends up winning, so all the shipmates die. Just because of the Ancient Mariner committed that sin. My argument is that killing an Albatross with a bow is not a sin because he needs to have food to survive. I kill spiders, but I would not consider that a sin, also meaning that killing a seagull is not one either. The Ancient Mariner could have done a million things much worse than that. That was nothing, back then I bet you there were a bunch of Albatrosses.

Reading the 5 stanzas was stressful, but helpful. I am very good at memorizing, the 5 stanzas are talking about what happened when there was wind, they were moving at a good pace. However, when there was no wind and the sails dropped, they were pretty much stuck, it was sad for them. My favourite stanza was the fourth one: “Day after day, day after day, We stuck, nor breath nor motion; As idle as a painted ship Upon a painted ocean”. This was my favourite for many reasons, its telling us what it would be like on a ship without any wind, this for me was also the harderst part to memorize for some reason. During the oral presentation I did a fantastic job for the first 3 stanzas using good memorization, volume and speed, but as I got to the last 2 stanzas I got a little ahead of myself, thats when I needed a little help from Mr. Mackight, in the end I did finish, I will be honest I did make some mistakes. Overall, it was a good experience and I think I did the best I could with the circumstances. The whole book was pretty good too, exploring themes of guilt, redemption, forgiveness, the natural world and the consequences of human actions.

PR “Ancient Mariner” and My Experience Memorizing and Reciting 5 Stanzas

The Rime of the Ancient Mariner really did hit different compared to other stories we have read this year. Unlike the others, it uses psychologic tactics to not only take the readers attention, but to also keep them at nerve until the climax has passed. This did prove to be a very successful tactic since cliff-hangers (which happened here and there) occurred right at the end of a certain chapters creating a suspense forcing the reader to read on. This passage (like all the others) doesn’t hold a message, but before you say anything let me show you what I mean; books and passages don’t deliver messages, it just brings us information which we chose to interpret in many ways and take out a lesson out of them. In this exact passage I have learned that we must value the small and big things that happen throughout our little adventure (life), as well as you never realise how valuable someone is until they are gone. Unfortunately this lesson I have learned the hard way when I was younger, since my grandfather has passed away from cancer in 2019, as well as my dog passing away.

Due to my inability of working on memorizing the 5 stanzas (due to my sickness) I had to resort to procrastination (I understand this is a very bad habit but try not to use it often) in order to not fail this assignment. The whole memorization took no longer than a ferry from Vancouver Island to Mainland (1.35 hours), and I must say that I was comfortable with presenting these stanzas.

However, despite me practicing over and over, getting to the point of where I “not only got it right, but couldn’t get it wrong” (Mr. Herv Kejgal, old Music Teacher, a wise man who has taught me valuable lessons for life). This self confidence was soon dissipated as I was called up to the front of the class in seemingly no time, which has lead me to be nervous. The nervousness has caused me to forget one of the lines, which made me a little more nervous. I did however come to realize that I had to keep my tempo, which has allowed me to deal with the nervousness as all I did was take long, deep, breaths in order to calm myself down; and wouldn’t you know it, it worked! After such a rollercoaster I finally sat down with a strong sense of relief and belief in myself for next time:

As the overall lesson, I have now seen what procrastinating would do to me if I kept it up (quite a bit of students failed to memorize their scripts causing them to get a low mark, which is very unfortunate for them, hence why this post covers this topic.

Iaroslav Serg Pyrozhok